I haven’t had butterflies in my stomach since I was 18 and started dating my ex. Everyone waits and long for that feeling, that feeling of being in love. I don’t think I’m in love though, not yet. I’ve only just started dating this guy, we’ve met twice but since Friday my tummy flutters every […]Read more "Butterflies"
Ok. I just realized. I’m a sexual person. Might be a strange discovery for someone hitting 30 but these last 6 months have been an eye-opener for me. Like I confessed in an earlier post… Confessions of a single girl I just started having sex again after breaking up with my ex! It started with that […]Read more "Self-discovery"
Maybe it’s my lack of technical ability but apparently there is this function on Facebook that makes it possible to send messages to people you’re not friends with. Apparently I’ve got a few messages that I had no idea existed! I just clicked around the website and stumbled over these messages. And there it was. […]Read more "F***! Bad timing…"
I just recently learned that my ex boyfriends dream came true. My immediate thought was “It’s not fair! He doesn’t deserve it!” Then I got angry, and sad and I suddenly felt inferior and my confidence just dropped to the bottom of the sea in an instant. Then I got angry again. But this time I got angry […]Read more "It’s not fair"
I’m a single girl. Have been for 6 years this coming summer. OMG 6 years! Never thought I would be single for this long! I feel like a girl, a teenager still, but my age in numbers suggest that I’m actually a woman. Eh… panic! I enjoy a lot in my life as single. I can […]Read more "Confessions of a single girl"
I just started blogging. No one really reads it yet. But I’m happy. It actually feels like a small victory. It somehow means that I’ve come far, that I’ve changed, that I’ve built up my confidence again. Now that I’m able to put it in writing. Sometimes a flash of a memory just unexpectedly pops up […]Read more "The day I just wished he would hit me… hard"
Sometimes the thoughts and feelings pass through my mind like clouds rolling over the winds and difference in air pressure in the sky. You can not stop it from happening only watch as one cloud passes over your head as another one takes its place. It’s hard to separate them and even harder to know […]Read more "First Love"